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where are your basics Jia Xin 10:28 PM

My primary3 cousin came over and asked me for help in her science homework.

The question was, what is the difference between a tree and a fungi?

I took more than 15minutes to answer it and in order to save my face, i kept questioning her by making her to recall what did her school teacher taught in that lesson and she has to apply to it.

Then at that point of time, do teachers do that too?

After 15minutes, i finally gave her the answer: The tree needs sunlight to grow while the fungi does not need it.

I went round asking on msn too but they couldn't answer it hahahahahahaha ok i am not the only one!
running against time 12:06 AM

My brother is finally going to serve national service but i only know it like today... at times i really wonder what kind of sister i am to them, i haven't been doing my job well isn't it? But i find it so hard to express it out!

Ironically, i find it awkward. All the best bro!

And i have been spending too much time to study on one module damn shit what am i doing yes what am i doing down here now.

4more lessons to go!!!!!
endurance 11:27 PM

I went jogging today. I feel good!
Tomorrow shall be a swimming day.
Exercising makes me happy these days hehe

How funny when i thought my mind started 'chanting' i-wanna-play-ball-soon.
what is exactly the term of family 10:52 PM


I am envy.
Especially those who can talk to their family just like how they talk to their friends.
I am envy.
Especially those who can hang out with their family at least once a week.
I am envy.
Especially those who are not very close to their family yet they are still able to communicate with them well.

My brother is so horrible now compared to last time.

What have you been doing these years can you please get that no-one-cares-about-me-no-one-understands-me or whatever thinking away. Why don't you try giving yourself a chance to accept us instead? I am sure we did.

When you said those hurtful words from your fucking mouth i always hope that you were actually in a bad mood and you didn't really mean it........ I hope you reflect on yourself.

Is that the way you treat us?
10 random 11:36 AM

I was really disappointed in myself after hearing that particular sentence.

Did i realise that all along we ain't that close after all? I can't really seem to communicate with you anymore at all now.

You dislike people treating you that way yet you're treating people the same way, if you ever notice.

I want to prove myself wrong.

I want to prove you wrong too.

You are not the same anymore.

Did you look down on me before?

I miss those days with you, you, you, you, and you and you and you..........

Happiness is short-lived.

It would be heartwarming if you could think of me at times. Even if is just once a month.
5:37 PM

Since baby, i only go to this particular hairstylist in my mom's home village. Today, i just heard from my mom that she died of asthma attack and she is not even in her forties. I feel so bad i only have a blur vision of her now how long have i not been noticing people whom i need help from anything, everything.

This was taken in my grandparents' house and the one behind me was my childhood friend. I could hardly even remember her name why do i only remember calling her ah mian...... and i couldn't even remember who's the auntie at the background just that i know she existed.

Till now, i still secretly wish that i could stay with my grandparents in Malaysia instead. Staying in Singapore is so stressful i could have not study in the village and having a small group of friends and lead a peaceful life over there.

So horrible. I don't know what got into me these days. STOP EMO-ING JX!
where is the courage 2:23 AM

At this moment of time, i thought of this friend of mine.




Sigh, what have i done?
does it help? 1:47 PM


Even if one wishes for the same thing over and over again would it even come true then.
1:38 AM

Last night i had one of the worst migraine that i thought i was sick because i puked and had fever. I actually felt so much better now! Weird or weird...

Im trying to last minute hug Buddha's leg. Fuck bio! No, fuck UTs.
Last day of 2009 2:59 AM

The year of 2009.

I am 18 years old.

My clique is still in contact after graduated from our secondary school.

I am now an ex-andersonian.

My first time taking train to school instead of walking/taking bus.

Late for school for countless times.

I met a lot of new people.

I met nice people.

Unhappy to be a Republic Poly student but happy to be in Republic Poly basketball girls team.

Youth cup was bad for me.

Realised that my passion for basketball ain't that strong afterall.

Worst fever ever but i get to see my clique being so worried for me so it was kinda worthwhile hehe

Went for many chalets this year.

My clique is still with me.

Skipped school just because is my birthday.

The year i did not spend my birthday with my clique, excluding xiaoqian but still get to spend with people i like (:

I became more talkative...

Quite a lot of disappointments this year.

I didn't really spend much with my family compared to last year.

Muffin seems to be more obedient, she doesn't jump onto the ledge of window anymore.

I was a canoeist? haha it was a good experience though

I have my own laptop.

Kembangan youth team seems to be no longer youth?

Secretly happy that we exchange more conversations with the seniors/coach now hahahaha or is it just me only

I used to have bangs hair.

I read storybooks.

I completed a storybook.

Decided to give up on the idea of growing taller.

Ok i'm too tired to think of what to type already.

Spending my New Year Eve with fav people hehe my clique is definitely in it! ^^